I am excited for Joker 2.
11.21.2024
Joker 2
9.17.2024
8.31.2024
Short Stories #3: Leo Tolstoy
The early tension of this here held me off from continuing through these stories for many months. But finally I pushed through.... Not sure what else there's to say. These are all the same. Life's beauty; a single unity. The car's so nice you don't drive it anywhere. How can I make this the mission?
"A spark neglected burns the house"
8.30.2024
On the page #4
I used to do these on my other blog, but they fit better here.
I am reading Be Cool most days. It was the most appealing Elmore Leonard at my local book shop. It's mostly boring, but Leonard does some interesting things. I won't read another. I started reading Rage again. I really lost interest in Trump last fall. But with the election cycle in full heat, it's a good time again. This sort of nonfiction is the easiest thing to read, though much of the time it's boring. I finished Children of Dune like a month ago. It feels like the greatest encapsulation of the Dune ethos so far. Dune 1 is pretty standard; Messiah is the pulp fanfic pageturner; this is an exploration of the most distant implications of Herbert's presets. It's a warm and friendly place to occupy.
I was reading Fellowship heavily for a couple weeks, but I put it aside to focus on completing Children. The meticulous construction of Middle Earth makes it pleasant enough. I also like constant puzzle-experience presented by its divergences from the film. My copy also is pretty old, with yellow pages, which makes the words feel more hallowed. The universe is male-dominated so I assume that will limit its ceiling somewhat. But that's most books I read. I'm hoping as the overall volume of my reading (and breadth of survey) increases I'll have a better sense of where what I'm looking for is hiding.
I read the entire series of Neon Genesis Evangelion manga. This was an exhilarating experience. That month also coincided with a sizable work project, which I would toil at by myself every day. I built the whole thing with the modern tools most pleasurable to wield. And after work each day, maybe just before bed, I would read a bunch of NGE on my computer. It is a perfect match of story and medium. Losers will tell you to watch the anime first. The manga allocates necessary time to contemplate the imagery before jumping forward.
After this amazing manga experience, I tried to read Ghost in the Shell. The world feels very similar to Neuromancer's. It's interesting, but in a compartmentalized intellectual way. There are no emotional bridges to board. The first manga I read was actually Tokyo These Days. It presents how personal and professional life intersect. I wish there was more stuff like this.
I started reading Moby-Dick. It is a new thing to experience. I'm glad to venture into the uncharted, even if it's not accompanied by welcoming feelings. It's not the profound thing I was hoping for, but it's unfamiliar enough that it continues to change.
I started reading The Hare. Years ago I was consistently reading Aira, but something shifted, so I stopped. I might be back in that place now. And this might be me be walking down the golden path again. So much while reading in general there'll be a total detachment from the pages, with a random 1% green candle, then back to flatline. The hit rate here is 10 or 20x.
I read The Education of a Coach. It's a lot like the Musk and Jobs books--how focus and brilliance manifest in professional life. When an incident is taken to the microscope we see some compelling case studies. When it goes to survey-mode it's worthless trash. Halberstam is definitely among the greatest writers of sports material--far above the mean. E.g. I read Benedict's LeBron book. Part of the problem is the obscene breadth of material. The Heat-Cavs-Lakers arc is just not explored in any reasonable detail. Just fact vomiting. I did find LeBron's early life up to joining the NBA very interesting; but there's a complete absence of style.
Edits: typos
6.25.2024
Commentary on Indiewire's 100 Greatest Westerns
Thumbs up
‘The Gunfighter’ (dir. Henry King, 1950)
Haven't seen but would like to
wtf
Looks good
Never heard of
?
Looks good
Hmm
Hard to win me over w/ recent westerns
Tbh this one left me cold. Glad Wellman made the list though
Never heard of
Never heard of this too
Hmm maybe someday
Never heard of
?
I'm sick of New Hollywood
Haven't heard of
I'm not even sure if I've seen this; I don't really like Leone that much tbh
I like that they put in a bunch of silent movies
Haven't heard of
Haven't heard of this either
Nor this
I recall really liking this in 11th grade English. I am still a big Costner fan so it could be fun to revisit
Have not heard of
Hmm is this the first Ford???
How are they selecting these? Is this even famous at all?
Modern enough to make me skeptical
Hmm
Looks good tbh
Hated it, but maybe it'll emerge on another spin
This was a bit dull. But as a place to go back and hang out, it seems amazing. And maybe I'm a bigger Warren Oates guy now.
Hmm
Hmmm
I've seen a part of this and it doesn't feel like a western. It feels more like Southern Cal.
Didn't like
Looks good
Haven't heard of
Nor this
Finally a good western finds its way in lol
Ok winning me over now
Quite the streak!!!!
Another banger!!!
I don't love this tbh
Would be fun to revisit
Huh.
50s Dietrich western seems like too much
Hmm this guy
I like Bigelow, so maybe someday
I want to see this
An all-timer
Could be decent
This could be good
Haven't heard of
Is this really a western? Fine you can have it
Ah, glad Daves made it in
I've never been able to get into Siegel
Kinda boring tbh
Looks bad tbh. What a joke of a list
Amazing movie--don't think of it as a western tho
Ah nice to recall this movie--but definitely not a western lol
Hmm. Seems ridiculous to include this. No way this is that good
Seems promising
Nice another Daves
Ooh silent King
yeah idk
Hmm
Needs less Chigurrh
Ooh Alan Ladd appearance!
Masterpiece. And a Dwan appearance!
Ah very nice selection
Hmm haven't seen
Looks good
Oh yeah. I feel like this is good
Mel Brooks huh
Hmm
Oh nice Budd appearance
I struggled with this Mann, but it's better than basically everything else on here.
This is probably the greatest Eastwood western
Wow first Hawks appearance!
I'm skeptical, but maybe it's good
Interesting
Hmm I hated this one
I mean we knew it'd be on here
This the real shit. An all-timer for me
Very nice
Ok, glad to see Jimmy again
Oh yeah. Cookin
Haven't seen
Need to rewatch. Didn't love tbh
Hmm
I'm due to see this again.
Hellman!!!! This isn't my favorite but probably since I saw it long ago
No way Bob Redford's in a great western
Very nice
Pristine selection
Hated this, but maybe rewatch will warm things up
hmm more Leone dick-sucking
‘My Darling Clementine’ (dir. John Ford, 1946)
Wow perfect
I did like Cardinale in this
Lol
5.27.2024
Wake Up Sid
5.24.2024
5.17.2024
Metropolitan
A walk by the brook Addenda
5.05.2024
The Human Factor
A walk by the brook 13-20
4.11.2024
Upcoming movies #2
Challengers - Zendaya/Luca/Wimbledon
Short Stories #2: Raymond Carver
3.02.2024
Short Stories
I don't read them. In high school we were told to pick a short story and analyze it. I chose "An Occurrence at Owl Creek Bridge." It left only a slight impression since I didn't really appreciate any sort of challenging writing back then. Reading comprehension has also not been my strength. We did some Poe, at least "The Cask of Amontillado"
I've shied away from the short-story mode since I prefer the security of a longer narrative (It's nice to be in something). It's more difficult to imagine the quick successive passing of the start and end points
In college I read a few probably. The only one I can think of is "Master and Man." It was probably the Maude translation, but I can't be sure. I read it somewhere on the internet. I think I liked it, but I was mostly plowing through it to fulfill assignment. I had a long spiel I wrote to indicate I understood the story. Maybe I also read a few Hemingway short stories too, but I think they were disappointing (since I can only kind of recall "The Snows of Kilimanjaro")
I read a couple more Tolstoy stories recently (Maude translation). They've jolted me back into this medium. I really might start reading these regularly
"God Sees the Truth, But Waits"
I like how Tolstoy encloses the entire universe into each story
"The Prisoner of the Caucasus"
Rare page-turner quality here. Tolstoy's characterization always seems to land
"The Bear Hunt"
A remarkable image of ordinary spontaneous life
"What Men Live By"
I didn't dip back in after this one, it's much more rote fable. Though I wouldn't say it's bad
And by Shirley Jackson:
"The Intoxicated"
Part of this is the entire ethos I'm looking for in writing. Though sadly I still struggle to find it (and now it's gone :(... )
I read some Roth ones included in the Goodbye Columbus paperback. I got little out of these--there was a clear drop off from the novella
"Defender of the Faith"
"Epstein"
"You Can't Tell a Man by the Song He Sings"
"Eli, the Fanatic"
I read some Amazon previews of Raymond Carver and they were good so I'm looking forward to a few of those. I recall the Carver in Birdman fondly. It also seems like a good way to get into titans I otherwise find too titanic to dive into (like Henry James). I am also looking forward to Chekhov. He seems to have some weight in the culture that could be enlightening
Just remembered I've also read Dubliners! These stories were fantastic
"An Encounter"
"Araby"
"Eveline"
"After the Race"
"Two Gallants"
"The Boarding House"
"A Little Cloud"
"Counterparts"
"Clay"
"A Painful Case"
"Ivy Day in the Committee Room"
"A Mother"
"Grace"
"The Dead"
I don't recall the details of any of these that closely. But there are still a few fleeting images left. I could retread here. I'm never going to get into A Portrait, Ulysses, or Finnegans anyway
A walk by the brook 9-12
A walk by the brook #9: From a Roman Balcony
The main appeal was Massari, but I also knew the director. I saw Bolognini's The Big Night a year ago and it was quite imposing. I would have returned to that well sooner, but I really have been shying away from difficult cinema. The feeling emergent here is one in characteristic with Big Night; one feels Rome as it was then--both wonderful and horrible. Both films are masterpieces. Pasolini and Moravia both contributed to the script. Fundamentally the struggle of cinema in recent years is its preoccupation with imposing narratives into each picture. Here and in The Big Night one notices no such preoccupation--the story moves as the characters do and the narrative is just what ends up being rendered
A walk by the brook #10: Corruption
I liked the girl on the boat; she was very confident. The boy was familiar--an idealist. His father, a fully black-pilled money machine, tries to pull his progeny in with him. There really is a thing as a child where the critical unmoorings influence rapid change in ways you don't expect. One is desperate for meaning when none is around. So whatever's proximate has a gravitation
A walk by the brook #11: Slow Motion
Godard is sound design. This is pretty funny. There is of course the aesthetic literacy, the mode-switching, and some wrangled archetypes. He jumps from a decade of abstraction back into commercial space, easing in some experimentation, continuing production of the future
A walk by the brook #12: The Chorus
I like Kiarostami's use of children. I'm not sure who else can create as well with them. And I like watching people who can't hear
2.15.2024
A walk by the brook 4-8
Family Movie Night is now called A walk by the brook
A walk by the brook #4: Maya
I really like these actors but the clear lack of trust in them/the scenario leaves the film w/o any big swing scenes. The locations and tempo brute force some quality. This actress was apparently not in anything else. I'm glad they grappled with current day issues. The director's previous work looks less interesting from bird's eye but I'm sure it'd be fine
A walk by the brook #5: Indian Summer
Zurlini's been on my radar for a long time, so I'm glad to finally see something. He's among the titans of Italian cinema. I'd seen Guendalina, one of his scripts. Little stands out now, many months past. I jumped for it mainly due to Sassard's role in Les Biches. It's one of those that is pleasant along the way but vanishes soon after. Back to the Delon film. This performance has real stature. He has an overwhelming apathy, but easily retains idealist DNA. It's interesting to see a film that looks like gialli but is a more classical Italian character study. I still struggle a little w/ the close-ups over torsoed and full-figured. The girl who is his student is fantastic as well. Lea Massari is great as always. I somehow have seen none of her films other than L'Avventura
A walk by the brook #6: The Experience
It's interesting to try to reconcile this B&W period with Kiarostami's latter work. One finds it easy to claim a certain immaturity--I guess I won't dispute that. But there are moments where one can feel him easing to the landmark eon
A walk by the brook #7: Boy on a Dolphin
Loren has an ease to great screen presence, and it's hard to imagine better locations for a shoot than these. There is a great early scene of Loren diving. Once Loren ends up in Clifton's web the movie labors more; there are too many conversations w/o any reactivity. The sequence when Loren first meets Ladd is fantastic. I'm glad Clifton got away
A walk by the brook #8: Amanda
The scenarios here are what I wished for in Maya. The scenes really explore and excavate, even if the viewer endures some harsh byproducts. You can't ignore the familiar weight of a life passed and the struggle to reorient a world without their connecting tissue
1.30.2024
FMN 1-3
Family Movie Night #1: Beau is Afraid
For some reason I've been having trouble getting to critical films lately, so now I'm doing this exercise. The tenor of Beau's reviews was in that sweet spot so I was pretty sure I'd like this. It is rare to see a 2024 life in the cinema. Joaquin is apartmented in a CHAZ-hellscape that constantly reminds of certain rudimentary realities that lean to horror: getting locked out, visible purgatoried storage, and theft. This is basically a long series of sketches. Enough of them land to make it all worthwhile--e.g. the joint demandment, slurped paint, audience trickle
Family Movie Night #2: Babe: Pig in the City
It may have been 9/11 or computers, but something killed the spiritual essence of the great period from '96 to '01. There was still some belief in the future (maybe b/c we thought there wasn't one) and we still had a wonderful sense of design and continuity. The pig goes to the most beautiful city ever seen onscreen. All his friends finally see his lifeblood and offer their deferrals
Family Movie Night #3: Trouble in Paradise
You are told of the great joys of progress, of improvement, of solved problems, but then you notice a thing like this. Where the rhythm is under total control, and the actors' movements and feeling can be seen and felt. What are we even doing with all of this stuff? It's all been built already!
