12.05.2023

Worst Packers losses

2008 NFC Championship 
New York 23 at Green Bay 20 

2009 NFC Wild Card
Green Bay 45 at Arizona 51 (OT) 

2010 Week 15 
Green Bay 27 at New England 31 

2012 Week 3 
Green Bay 12 at Seattle 14 

2015 NFC Championship 
Green Bay 22 at Seattle 28 (OT) 

2021 NFC Championship 
Tampa Bay 31 at Green Bay 26 

2022 NFC Divisional 
San Francisco 13 at Green Bay 10

9.14.2023

Asterios Polyp

After a recommendation by a friend, I read a graphic novel called Asterios Polyp. I read it two sittings; an evening, then the following morning. It wasn't very good. In it I found a desperation for relevance in the intellectual/literary sphere that clouded all originality. Each narrative move mimed some common literary trope. The central character is a male anti-hero, who is an architect reminiscent of Howard Roark--ideologically pure and the sole member of his rank. My main issues were with the characters. None was likable, maybe because they seemed implausible; I couldn't find a relation to draw toward them. Their intelligences were characterized by standardized measures--X was valedictorian, etc. Descriptions were sparing and only served as labels to give the story its genre. I felt a clear effort to innovate graphically; the illustrations and text were not always presented consistently. The problem is with the narrative which lacks the substance to enliven the illustrative innovations. 

P.S. 

I originally wrote a draft of this after I read it in 2016. I wonder if I'd like the novel more now.

8.24.2023

Debate recap

Chris Christie - Very convincing and pleasant personality 
Vivek - Performer, definitely interesting. Personality is fundamentally cringe, but not in a distracting way
Haley - Dislike 
Pence - Dislike, but impressive performance for what it was 
Bergum - Maybe the most normal 
Asa Hutchinson - grim Huntsman clone 
DeSantis - Explains situation well, incredible glitch 
Scott - A zero, but not unpleasant

8.18.2023

Lentil soup

I have saved several recipes over the years--many on scraps of notebook paper. I found a recipe for Lentil soup. In the cupboard I found a 1 lb bag of La preferida lentils, so I decided to make the soup. 

I didn’t have any celery so I just skipped it. I picked through my elastic sack of garlic, but nearly all the cloves were in a sorry state. I found 1 and a half good cloves. I added some iodized salt and 2 smatterings of olive oil. 

One of the most interesting steps was sorting the lentils. The recipe didn’t say to sort the lentils, but the rest of the internet warned of debris; so I did some sorting. I colandered the lentils rinsed them. I only found one small branchlike thing, while glancing through all the flattened piles. 

I poured tap water into a large pot and then put in the lentils. I added heat and the other ingredients including the spices. I occasionally added more water. I wasn’t sure how long it’d take; after a while I tasted some broth and lentils. The lentils weren’t hard, but the broth seemed tasteless, so I helplessly added more salt (non-iodized this time). Despite this discouragement, I resolved to trust the recipe and not attempt resuscitative measures. I simmered it a bit more, but not so much to wipe out the lentils. 

Before my second taste, I allowed the spoonful to cool. Thankfully the broth seemed more bodied. The soup was more piled than I prefer, but still had a nice watery composition. I’m inclined to that over starch-thickened soups. This is not the norm, no? I imagine the scenario in Defiance. Everyone’s in line waiting for one ladle-full of watery broth. One man complains it’s insufficiency, but he is punished for it, so those who follow are content with a single ladle. 

I don’t recall having a soup without anything floating around--a pure broth. But that is the true test that indicates whether a soup works or not. 

P.S. 

I made this again. This time I added chopped up ham and some celery.

5.18.2023

Upcoming movies

Movies are still a big part of my life, though I struggle to write about them. It is obvious what sort of material would work well in discussion, but how do I summon those details of experience to the fore? There are some recent projects I want to touch on. 

Deeply anticipated
The Holdovers - Payne - Classical American artist 
Killings of the Flower Moon - Leo/Scorsese - I haven't revisited The Irishman, but I frequently fantasize about it. I have towering optimism about this project since Scorsese is clearly getting better with age. Leo may be my top movie star as well. I saw glimpses of the trailer… my God 
 
Anticipated 
Afire - Petzold/Beer - This has to at least be what Undine was; I hope it’s more fully formed
Dune: Part Two - the novel/Villeneuve/Zendaya/Rebecca Ferguson/Chalamet (reluctantly) - The world of Dune is a great place to be. A great case for reading a novel so its residual follows you for the rest of time. I didn’t like BR2049, but I think a re-approach is possible 
Ferrari - Mann - We have not had a Mann in nearly a decade. I recall tragically finding out about him a couple weeks after Blackhat released (and had already vanished from theaters) 
Murder Mystery 2 - Sandler - I saw the original before I re-discovered Sandler as an adult. I was aware of the weird Sandler corner of the internet, but didn't find myself in step with them until more recently 
Oppenheimer - Nolan/process-oriented - Classical American artist 
Showing Up - Reichardt - I have some optimism this will be about modern American life (so few movies are) 
Viduthalai: Part I - Vetri Maaran 
 
Somewhat anticipated
Are You There God? It's Me, Margaret - I have pivoted away from Sundance-adjacent material (e.g. CODA), but I faith in this one since KFC did Edge of Seventeen 
Beau is Afraid - Hereditary was a good experience in the theater. Midsommar was an awful one at home (excepting the whole-house garage-suicide). I feel like Joaquin should hold this one over, and the 3-hour runtime is promising 
Copenhagen Cowboy - I haven't kept up with Refn since Neon Demon, but I feel like it will go similarly now 
Dhruva Natchathiram: Chapter One Yuddha Kaandam - GVM - I suppose it may not release, but I can’t leave it out due to its spiritual connection to Enai Noki Paayum Thota 
Eureka - Viggo/Alonso/modern western with classical look 
The Killer - Fincher - Cozy director for me; his first since Gone Girl (does Mank count?) 
Mission: Impossible Dead Reckoning Part 1 - Cruise 
Napolean - Scott/historical 
No Hard Feelings - JLaw - I would have thought the run she is on is worse than it is. She is not great in Don’t Look Up, but it’s more a fault of the screenplay; the movie is good overall. I am a Dark Phoenix defender–though that’s more Sophie Turner’s movie. Red Sparrow was awful, but not a Serena-level situation. mother! was respectable choice; Aronofsky is on a stunning run up to now. After that we have the X-Men movie that followed her peak in 2015–so not too shabby! 
Ponniyin Selvan 2 - Ratnam - I saw this a week or two ago. I’ve struggled a bit with this series, but there were 2 moving songscapes, and I saw it on a fantastic screen. I hope he steps back a bit from these epic scales and returns to the basic romance structure 
Thuramukham - Epic 
 
Non-negligibly anticipated
Challengers - Zendaya/Luca (I guess)  
Jawan - SRK 
Maamannan - Selvaraj 
May December - Haynes 
Music - Schanelec 
Tiger 3 - Maneesh Sharma

4.17.2023

Vanishing oatmeal raisin cookies

For some reason I decided to make these. Normally I prefer to make non-dessert things, since I am more into savory things. If I’m making cookies, oatmeal raisin is usually my first choice. And I already had all the ingredients the day before I bought a cylinder of raisins. 

The initial step turned out to be the hardest. The recipe required about a stick of softened butter–and all my sticks were frozen. I cut up the stick so it’d thaw faster, but faster was still not fast enough. I ended rigging up a lamp so its incandescent bulb poked into the center of the butter bowl. After some time, a 180-degree rotation of the bowl, and some more time, the butter seemed mixable. Handling the brown sugar turned out to be tricky as well. It was old, so I had break the chunks apart. I really should have removed all of it from the bag and grated it to a consistent shape. The amount had to be off since it was still chunky when I measured it. It did end up mixing well enough. The rest of the process was more routine. I put a little too much vanilla–it jumped out of the bottle. My baking soda was several years old. Maybe I could have unclumped the raisins before mixing. I used old-fashioned oats. I didn’t have one of those cookie scoops with the sliding half-ring, so I just used a plastic tablespoon to put the dough-plops on the sheet. Once the sheet was filled with plops I formed them with my hands to make them more circular. Is this a no-no? The recipe said 8-10 minutes or until golden brown. I went the full 10 minutes with both batches, since the golden-brown wasn’t as golden brown as I expected. 

I let them cool on the sheet for 1 minute and then on the rack for 15 minutes. I liked them. The main thing was the texture; both the mountainous shape and bottom had a hard crest, while inside there was a softer region with some moisture. If pressed I’d say there was some oddness with the flavor–maybe a soda note? The raisin distribution was not close to uniform either. It’s not a cautionary tale (if someone else made these I’d consider them a success) but I like the finding the full composition since they are already close to what I’m looking for. 

I ended up eating most of the batch (I made 2 dozen–is that 1 batch or 2 batches? I feel like we need 2 words here; one corresponding to 1 bowl of cookie dough, and one corresponding to 1 sheet) by the end of the evening, and the last few the next morning. So I guess next time I’ll have to eat like 4 then give the rest to someone else. 

4.02.2023

Rules of chess

  1. Never play Rf1-Re1
  2. Never resign (unless it’s your last game) 
  3. You don’t have to castle 
  4. Never agree to a draw 
  5. If you control the game, delay checkmating your opponent 
  6. Consider retreating 
  7. Promote every pawn you have 
  8. Don’t play h3 (Unless g4 will follow) 
  9. Don’t play f3